happy day all esp to chandno
well...i got an enormous thing that keeps bothering me...
the performance tomoro...
you noe ive always been the type that needs alot of practice before i can even play properly...
and now im just thrown in there with all these...sub practices.
and i cant make mistakes on the stage...its just not right.
its a place of perfection...to me..
it really freaks me out..
and one thing that i kinda figured out why i felt so lost
was maybe cause i needed to always play with the section?
you noe we ve been everywhere together so when i come to know that im not gonna play with them
and im like alone with people i dun really noe...
i guess you get the feeling of being lost...
with all the band mates im not close to...
it kinda sucks and maybe thats one difference between me and the others playing
why everyone seemed so confident and im the only one shaking..
gawd...im really scared
ger.